I can't believe it has been almost 2 months since I updated my blog. I would like to share what 2010 has been for me and what is waiting for me in 2011.
If I had to describe what 2010 was for me, I would say it was a "Valley"! No doubt! That is what it was!
Ministry/Church wise it was difficult year of changes. We changed 3 paid (although not that much) positions to unpaid positions and reduced the salary of another position. That was painful, but our finances could no longer support the staff. It was hard to suggest and hard to recommend and painful to recommend because this effected the livelyhood of people I have known and have relationships with.
This also meant changes to our ministries. Some people began to assist in ministry and things seemed to be progressing well. But the loss of members was devastating when Jesus took the home. I must admit, I am selfish with people. I don't want to see them go, but God had His plan for them. I truly miss Carol Olson who was always a great source of knowledge, creativity, and love. She was always willing to do whatever it takes to reach people for Jesus. Her husband, John, loved her so much that even in the last days of her life, he stood right by her bedside and looked at her with love!
We also lost our last surving charter member, Olive Dobbins. She had been in and out of our church for awhile during her last year. She struggled hearing the music or messages. But yet she would remain faithful to attending Sunday School and Worship Service. Her years of dedication and laying the foundation of what would become CornerStone Baptist Church, shows her love for Jesus.
During this past year, our attendance has shrunk tremendously. No real explanation for it other than life events in people have caused them to make changes as to where they live. I hate to see people leave the church. It is painful as a Pastor to see people leave, but God has other plans.
Lastly, in my own personal life things have been chaotic and challenging. Seasons of changes has just come and caused alot of pain and personal self-reflection. Am I doing what God wants me to do? Is it time to quite being a Pastor? Am I being a good husband, father, grandfather? Am I passionate about my own personal commitment to Jesus? Why are things happening? What am I supposed to do?
Today, I realize that 2010 is gone. That year was a "valley" year! But now 2011 is here and God gave me three things he wants me to do this year which I am sharing on January 9th. They are things that I have never attempted before and it is where God wants me to lead as a Pastor our church. So I ask for your prayer.
One final thought that I would like to share. If you are a follower of Christ, remember these two things. Love God and love people! It is as simple as that. It is the core of where we should be in our relationship with Jesus. I pray for all of you right now, that you experience Jesus' love in all areas of your life.
Happy 2011!
In His Amazing Love and Grace,
Pastor Waldo Barela
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